Friday, January 21, 2011


i had a pretty good birthday. the celebration started tuesday night. i went to the UTAH vs. BYU game in slc with my roomie kryshelle and her boyfriend and family. then we went to a dessert party for my bff/ next door neighbor brooke. she turned 20. after that me and the roomies and em dawg had a little dance party and drank some apple cider. then when the clock stroke 12 we had a knock at our door with some birthday carolers. while me, say dawg, and em dawg (i give everyone nicknames with dawg on the end of it if they are really cool) were dancing crystal and kryshelle plastered the door to my room with pictures of my crush. yes i turned 20 and i still act like a 13 year old little girl. buuuut at least this crush ( who is going to reman name-less for the sake of embarrassment [but you should all already know]) is actually attainable.. or maybe not because he has a girlfriend. but my friends there is still hope.
anyways when i saw that i dropped to the floor and screamed. and it is still on my door.

then wednesday morning rolls around. i had the day off so naturally i slept in. i woke up to a couple of calls from crystal but decided to ignore them until i got up. obviously she still doesn't seem to get that i sleep in. but mom does. she called me around 12 and she said "i waited a while to call because i knew you would be sleeping in.."

i got up, got ready, went to MAC and got a make over, bought some new make up, abercrombie told me i couldn't my jacket price adjusted because some gay flagship store bull crap, found out i am going to be an aunt to another baby boy! ( bytheway has anyone ever noticed that T&J found out that B was a boy on the anniversary of M's death. and that baby #2 is going to be born on his grandma lee's birthday.. and that they found out the sex of baby #2 on MY birthday. clearly i rank up to the level of importance of grandma m [i dont know how to spell mariline] and uncle matty.)

then we went to dinner at outback.. awkward and not that tasty. and im over this post. xo

dancing to willow smith's song whip my hair. this resulted to a sore neck for a couple of days.

i broke our table because i always stand on it. now i have to stand on the chair.

they sang me happy birthday and another melody of songs.

me and my twin em dawg.

saylm. crystal. me & kryshelle.

me and my rooms in the h-dub. we spend all our time in the hallway talking for HOURSSSSSSSSs. we all have bonded so well. i honestly have the best roommates ever. i know everyone says that buttttttt theirs really arent as cool as mine. oh and i named the hallway 'h-dub' in mockery of byu and their gay nicknames like the h-vac and jsb and the lib and whatever the zoobies come up with.

everybody makes fun of me because my trapper hat, mittens, and big snow jacket are ALWAYS with me. gotta keep warm in the frozen tundra of death.

me & my roomie/bff kryshelle at the BYU vs. Utah game

Wednesday, October 13, 2010


okaaaaay crystal i see you looking at my blog!

i was just going to have this be a little place where i wrote down all my work out info so i could remember and since typing is a lot easier then writing im going to do it. because i can.

anyways i had a one time personal training session complimentary to signing up so i used it today. and my trainer was actually a friend.. lets make that an acquaintance of mine. anyways since i did legs last night i had him do arms and abs. and ohhh boy i can feel it. then we tested my body fat and it is only 10% . and i would like to keep it at that until i have kids then i have to gain 2% but whatever i dont want to have kids until im 30 because right now i dont want my boobs to sag or have stretch marks or be fat.

oh and today after work which is always a work out i went to open gym. i suck at tumbling or anything. i cant even do a cart wheel.

moving on tomorrow morning i am going to do some more cardio and legs. i also need to go grocery shopping for some healthy food . im supposed to eat 6 big meals a day. and honestly today i am starving every 3 hours then feed my body with the food it needs to turn into muscle.

but today i learned (okay ive know this for a long time) that i need to find something that i am GOOD at. im decent at baking.. cooking isnt my forte and im learning patience while i cook. i cant tumble or do anything cool with my body to save my life. but i know i can get better at all these things. it just takes practice.

Monday, October 11, 2010

this is basically for me

today i got suckered into buying a 2 year gym membership contract. i did hustle homeboy down to a pretty good deal. but can i just say i can already feel it in my legs. there are a lot of people i know that have good legs and i obess over them. then there are people who work out all the time and they just arent all that nice. i will and i mean i will be one of those girls with bomb ass legs. mark my words.

Wednesday, September 22, 2010

the worst part of my day is going to bed. i never want the party to stop. i stayed busy today and didn't sleep in too long and it is 2:48 am and i dont see any signs of me falling asleep any time soon. xox party hard

Monday, May 24, 2010


tonight i was blog stalking a girl i know from back home and one of her post was about fear and another one about living life to the fullest and doing what you want to do. got me thinking. i started thinking about what i want for my future, what i want to do before i get married and have kids, and who i really want to be. the other day i was telling someone im content with the sheltered little provo bubble ive been living in. ( this is bad news. i was never afraid of black ppl.. now when i see one i get scared. ) anyways.. everything really want to do scares me. so heres a list:

- i've always wanted to be a model. but im scared. im scared to get myself into that industry and im scared nobody will like me.

- i've always wanted to move somewhere for like a summer or 3 months or something and just work. i used to want to move to san fran and work at betsey johnson.. but living in san fran.. now thats just down right scary. and expensive. moving to DC for a couple of months always crosses my mind. at first i didnt want to leave my friends but lets face it i dont really have any. okay i do but i would be totally fine leaving them for some time. im just really scared to live super far from my parents. even though i know i could convice them to come visit me. because i know they would miss me too.

- im scared to get another job. im scared to work until 12 at night or start at 5 in the morning.

- im scared to take dirty dancing/ zumba class at the gym

- im scared to fall in love and have children. but that wont happen for a loooong time. my minimun is 4 years. everyone keeps telling me im the next to get married. i just dont want to. i do want a really pretty ring though.. but i can settle for a really pretty watch.
i also feel like i have things to accomplish before i get married. like things im scared of. such as in- giving the modeling career a shot. moving somewhere other then provo. or orem.

when i was talking to crystal a couple weeks ago she told me to annouce to the world what my dreams and ambitions were. so here we go.. let it be known that at one point in my life i want to : be really successful (like doing something that involves working with sports.. namely take down erin andrews and become her) work at nordstrom, have atleast one modeling gig.

Wednesday, March 24, 2010


i got a job! sooo one of the tanning places i took my resume into two weeks ago called me on monday and said that one of their employees quit threw a text message 3 weeks after she started and she needed to hire someone. so that day, monday, i went in and had an interview which was the easiest thing ever.. took all of 3 minutes.. and i got a call today and got the job! here is to cleaning sweaty tanning bed people have been laying naked in getting paid minimum wage! really though i am excited.. free tans ;)

Monday, March 15, 2010

and this is whats its come to

okay basically i don't care if anyone really cares BUT on friday i took in my application and resume to 3 different tanning salons. woohoo following in my big sissys footsteps! haha

everyday i get 25 emails from nordstrom and job openings. they are never for utah so i dont look at them. they make me mad. today i was on nordstroms website looking at the openings and there are 13 openings in vegas. please just let me move home. there are 2 in orem. i applied. please pray. i need this job.